December 2008
34 posts
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Dec 31st
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amble: will someone please eat this chocolate for me?! Sure, it’ll make my cold go away :D
Dec 31st
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No me gusta tener que repetir las cosas.
Dec 27th
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Dec 27th
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Dec 27th
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Dec 26th
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Dec 25th
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Dec 25th
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Dec 22nd
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listen to me, listen to me, for once in my life, stop asking i didn’t want to hurt you, but i can’t stand it no, no, no, no, no, i’ve counted the times you’ve asked me and i can’t stand it i cannot love and i’m not going to , i’m not ready to love maybe i’ll never be ready, but i don’t care when has it ever mattered?
Dec 22nd
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I SAID NO
Dec 22nd
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8:49
Hoy al despertar solo había un pensamiento en mi cabeza: Mediocre. Lo se, es un poco duro, pero cuando me puse a pensar me di cuenta que es cierto. Por tanto tiempo eh sido parte del mundo mediocre que sigo teniendo lapsos. El día no pasa sin haber rechazado algo por flojera o por el simple hecho de que me de la regalada gana. No soy suficiente. No dibujo, pinto y/o escribo lo suficiente para mi...
Dec 22nd
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Dec 20th
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Mom is smiling. Dad is happy. Rachie is here and Mart comes tomorrow. The smile has returned to my face.
Dec 20th
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Most of my friends don’t have a Dad.
Dec 18th
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ListenListen
Dec 18th
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Belong
I don’t belong anywhere. I’m not from Mexico, I’m not from the USA. I’m a mix between cultures that never will belong. I want to have ownership, I want to belong. Be realistic. (link)
Dec 15th
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Dec 15th
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Dec 15th
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Dec 13th
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My Christmas
It’s Friday again. I’m sitting at my computer right now. My desk is full of old photos of me that I’ve been meaning to scan sometime soon. There’s also a hair iron. I took care of kids today. A lot of kids. I didn’t want to, but they gave me free cookies. I like Christmas time. My siblings come home. I don’t like that my sister sleeps in the same bed with me, especially because she sleeps better...
Dec 13th
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Dec 13th
7:08
Have you ever felt like leaving? Everything new? Another chance?
Dec 12th
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Dec 8th
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Dec 8th
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Oh, The Life
Slop on some gloss, darken her eyes. She’s the image of perfection that everyone knows. Dark black hair surrounds her big brown eyes. Her ‘face’ is round (some would wonder if it even was a face she puts so much make-up on). Her body is small and her breasts big, barely covered by her slutty dress. High-heeled icepick shoes adorn her feet showing off her beautiful legs; the ones...
Dec 8th
“Red Means Go”
– Your Liberty or Mine
Dec 7th
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Alan is 7 Years Old
Alan: ¿Estas quemada, o porque estas roja?
Me: No, soy roja =)
Alan: ¿Tú estudias la universidad, verdad?
Me: No.
Alan: ¿Cuántos años tienes?
Me: 15.
Alan: ¡Mhhtahh! ¡Pareces como de 20!
Dec 7th
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Me da igual. No me importa. Te odio. 3 de las mentiras más grandes que eh dicho. No se que me pasa, no se porque me aguito. No entiendo y tengo tanto miedo. No sabes cuando miedo. Mis necesidades como ser humano me hacen querer hablar con alguien. Lloraré, pero no me haz vencido. La vida seguirá… …supongo….
Dec 7th
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Dec 6th
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“Only the good die young.”
– Billy Joel
Dec 6th
I Abhore Blinking
The last time I blinked you were there. I can’t find you, I can’t find anything. I spend hours walking in circles, going into all the rooms and staring at every empty wall. My emotions decided life was overrated and shut down, taking my brain with them. The frogs and pumas that made my hamster run died of heat exhaustion. Life has left the building. I am confused past human reason....
Dec 6th
Dec 6th
El Último Día de Mi Vida
Nunca me había puesto a pensar en como sería el ultimo día de mi vida. Siempre pensé que me moriría de vieja, en una cama en un hospital. Para ese tiempo ya habría visto a mis nietos empezar la universidad y unos hasta casarse. Pero, ¿Qué cosa que planeamos en esta vida funciona? El 17 de Diciembre empezó como todo un día normal. Mi alarma intentó matarme de susto como cada día sin falta.  Me...
Dec 6th